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english 1 and social studies today.
finally, 2papers over alreadys ! :D
and thursday, my nightmare papers !
PHYSICS & MATHS 1 !
actually maths not really scared..
is physics which i am scared .. ):
i didnt passed physics for duno how long alrs.
ahhhh !
after exams went sp to have kfc.
then homed :D
later going suntec (:
hehs hehs xD
haagen dasz~! :D:D:D

(:

so i tonned last nite (:
went tnet around 8plus.
then to tian sin and slack, wait..
until 12plus then left chuplao.
went ecp, leonard lombang.
then reached there go buy drinks and food for them.
then slack slack walk walk..
then boom~
rained !
super heavy las the rain..
then went shelter stand.
stood there for 30mins?
then decided to chiong to ecp mcdonalds.
was super far la..
but bo pian..
so chiong there, weilong lombang.
then reached there go 7-11 buy chocos :D
kinder bueno milk chocs bar (:
then chiong back geylang east mcdonalds.
meanwhiles, the rain got heavier.
but shiok la..
then went mcdonalds awhile..
jiu go peishan's house.
and while waiting for her to bath..
i slpt.
i thot she was bathing..
but but but, she fell aslp !
LOL !
then went market to makan.
around 9plus then homed (:

should i give up?
i duno..
really duno..
my heart is in a shipwreck mess.
uoyssimi, uoyevoli <3

random pictures :D

random pictures :D

dnt's big big mirror :P
fingers smiley family (:

mess of books under table :X
ks, ryan, me :D:D:D

i slept from 7pm until 11am today ! (:
power right? :P
HAHA !
so sian right now..
nothing to do..
booooooooooooo !
my dnt's folio which needs to be handed in by next wed is not doned yet !
shity shit !
i am sososo going to die ! ):
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

):

jus got home.
super wetted.
cos was "played" in the rain with peishan, vicwee, kim..
today sch was okok la.
skipped chinese remedial.
cos didnt do the homework.
then went tnet..
then homed (:
mayb later going down again..
and, tmr i can ton ! :D
got daddy's approval !
weeeeeeeeeeeets ! XD
and my bday's coming !
in one months' plus time,
i will be officially NC16 ! (((((:
okay, i need to go bath alreadys.
byeeeeeeeeee :D

not sure whether what she say is true?
who do you love actually?
messed up love life.
fkfkfk ! ):

(:

changed my blog song..
wo yi wei by ping guan (:
the lyrics is damm nice and touching la !

我以为- 品冠
你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

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today, today..
quite boring lor..
sch's always boring la..!
first period maths.
cos zainah never come, akram came in..
did graph :D
i love graph las~ XD
ahahah !
then was S.S;
did a lil of maths, then slp.
then was dnt.
did maths again.
then recess..
then physics.
i fell aslp again..
i duno why, during physics i suresure will fall aslp one..
LOL ! :x
then was maths again..
went thru maths paper..
then was chemistry.
playing with my fingers, draw smiley face family :P
LOL !
then after sch got physics remedial.
then went home, bathed.
went tnet study.
homed at 9plus (:

i am happy to see you happy..
able to talk to you makes me sososo happy.
i miss you;
wo shi zhen de zhen de hen ai ni. <3

):

hoho !
ytd didnt blog, cos i fell aslp while watching vcd :X
HAHAHA~
ytd nothing much to blog also lar?
lol :P
today uh?
boring boring sch..
first lesson was maths.
and akram was talking super super fast.
he jus explained formula and chiong to next qns.
didnt even had the time to work out the answer la..!
then was social studies.
i slpt thru the whole period :P
then was physics.
mr lee super joker la..
act angry then scold our class.
then he say he scold shuang de..
stupid lars !
then was english.
went lab to discuss personal recount thingy.
then RECESS :D
ate western chicken thingy.
and while using forks and spoon to cut the chicken,
it flew abit..
but never flew out of the plate.
ytd worse.. ate chicken chop.
and it flew out of the plate,
kana kaisin's wallet and sch uniform :X
LOL~
i seriously duno how to cut stuffs la ! :x
then was double chinese.
went orange lab again.
went thru test paper.
and after that, i fell aslp.
damm shuang lor, the aircon :X~
then wake up super colddd :/
then was VE..
did NE quiz.
then went studying with peishan, tingyi, jiemin, yishi, vicwee and etc..
i think we were laughing more than studying :P~
HAHAH !
then went hawker makan.
then homed :DDD

):

sch today was okok la?
reached class then chiong'ed english hw.
chiong during ss, geog.
then was chinese.
my ct2 failed like sai la.
idiot !
and i hate chinese exams except for oral :X
cos i know how to speak, duno how to write~
LOL ! :X
then recess chiong english summary also.
end up, go back class for english.
mdmzainah didnt collect..
waste my time !
then was maths.
was reading magazine under table :P
LOL !
then was chemistry.
test super difficult la.
doubt i will pass lor..
wadever la..
i didnt study also..
after sch got remedial from 1.45-2.15.
but zainah bombed us.
she didnt came in at all lor..
stupid stupid !
then ard 2.30 all go home alreadys.
went 7-11 then back to sch.
find vicwee, tingyi, longhao, shawn.
then went tingyi's hse charge phone.
watched high sch musical.
nice la :D
then went to meet longhao, shawn.
then went cc.
sat there for duno how long.
then went hawker.
ate, went 57.
then awhile later went hawker buy food for dad.
then home :D

(: OR :(?

today quite sianning lar?
stay home until 6plus then went tnet.
met victorwee awhile.
he cut botak !
OMG~
but quite cute las..
cos got abit of frindge :D
haha~
then more people came..
then went hawker meet jolene and huayi.
makan'ed then went 57.
slacked, bought strawberry&cream lollipops :D
then homed ard 11plus.
super duper hot today las !
the weather is killing me ! ):
and i hasnt recover from my cough&sorethroat.
its like more than a week already la !
shittt~
and exams are in 7days !
really shity la~~~~~
still got english paper2 hw to do !
and there's organic chemistry test tmr..
haven study yet !
OMGGGGGGGGG~
k le.. i zhao alreadys :D

):

jus got home an hour ago.
quite late la?
but who cares ? lol !
went bugis ytd.
met peishan and tingyi.
then bused to bugis.
met joanna, rebecca, yvonne.
ate then walked ard.
then met jinbao.
went to take neos.
took 3 machines.
LOL~
then parted with yvonne, rebecca.
went to buy bubble tea.
then parted with peishan and joanna.
went to meet teammates, mshuang and coach for steamboat.
ate and stuffs.
got one side is chicken and the other is ma la one.
super spicy la !
then went bugis arcade.
played rf awhile then bused to grandlink.
met many many people.
lazy mention :X
see them pak billiard.
which i dont play..
cos i am short, body snoop, difficult to play !
LOL~
so tingyi and i went to open table using roy's ic.
play 3 game nia,
leonard and hw come di siao siao.
lol~
then closed table and go le.
when close that time forget take back roy's ic lor.
super stupid..
heng they remind me la.
left grandlink ard 12.45..
but got on cab only at 1.46am.
cos, we wanted to get mercs cab.
we said if 20 not hired cabs passed by us,
we must get on the next comfort.
finally when then next cab come,
its soreign duluxe ! :D:D:D
really damm happy and shuang la.
cos someone keep saying we idiot.
and sure canot wait dao the cab de.
then cab back chuplao.
went 57 slack awhile.
then home (:
my post is more more more detailed today hor ! :P
HAHAHA~

):

school today quite alright la?
first was pe.
ran 5rounds bball court.
then went hall to do 5stations.
then was maths.
akram is super irritating.
i think we(myclass) has probs communicating with him !
zzzzzzzzzzzzz~
sometimes he talks fast, sometimes slow !
idiot ! :X
then was physics.
i slped the last 5minutes.
cos was so bored, lie on the table, eyes closed :X~
then was english.
zainah not in class, due to some meetings.
so was listening to hp, slping :D
then was recess.
then chinese.
whole class 8students nia XD
so ms heng didnt taught much..
and remedial was cancelled !
my bright idea of asking her to cancel remedial due to too lil people (:
then went back class for VE
after sch went lab find msheng.
for chinese oral.
i think was a flunk la.
then reading passage one still okay..
she say must have more confidence.
cos those words i duno how to read,
i'll jus "erm.. (bomb any word out)"
LOL~
then conversation thingy.
on graduation nite.
i kept talking in ENGLISH la~
more impt word i said in english somemore ):
pathetic la !
after sch went 7-11, then homed :D
slpt til not long ago then woke up.

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went out again just now.
slack slack..
quite boring infact la?
sian sian sian ! ):
i think i pulled my leg muscles..
zzz.
i woke up ytd.
and duno why, kick for no reason.
and i think it pulled my muscles.
sianed 1/2 ! ):

A- stop giving me false hope.
i know all you said isnt what you think.
it fking hurts me to hear this..
again yet again.
i am really tired.
B- another one's hospitalised.
yet my fault again.
cos of me, hai him to get hospitalised.
how guilty can i get?
A- you said," life must have full of happiness"
but how can i be happy without you?
tired, i feel like playing with penknifes again.
fkfkfk ! ):

):

school's super super boring las !
but the good thing's that there's always laughters in class :D
i failed my dnt part 2 but passed part 1.
so overall, passed (:
i am sososo lazy to blog in details lately.
feeling so moody lately.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i hate it when people keep things from me.
things which i should know.
yet dont want to tell me.
zzz.. ):

):

things keep getting more and more messier.
one day, if i am too tired,
i may jus mia.
this shit started from me.
i admit it.
but its not totally my fault alright?
really super super tired le.
this is the worse r/s, really..
hais ):
mia/walk away or stay?
i've got no one to confide in.
feeling damm stress.
exploding soon.
ahhhhhh ! ):

):

sch was alright la.
and and and,
i passed my geography !
only 3 passers, highest in class ! XDDDDDDD
14/25 nia :X
HAHAHA~
after sch went 7-11.
jerome pei me :D
then went back sch for maths remedial.
stupid damm boring la.
i was practically slping thruout la?
after sch went home.
bathed, changed then went out again.
went tnet play ppool.
then cc, bball :D
played until my toe bleed.
its damm er xin la ):
then went hawker..
makan, then went slack slack awhile.
til 12plus then homed (:
mid-year exams are in 13days?!
i haven started any revision yet.
guess i gonna flunk my mye ):

confused confused confused.
you like me? or you dont? ):
its making me crazy.
every fking thing you do.
expect me to pity you?
i am sorry.
i know i am stupid/stubborn.
but love cant be forced.

):

i didnt went sch today.
throat feeling damm bad.
plus slight fever 37.6degree celsius.
throat infection,
coughing non stop,
nose jammed,
head's spinning,
voiceless..
all these are killing me !! ):
going to see doctor later..

(:

ytd, sports day @ tampines stadium.
ran 4X100m with szeying, siokyi, jieying.
and 4X400m with yishi, chunying, farhana.
got 2nd for 4X100,
and 3rd for 4X400.
actually i not running 4X400 de..
but cos they dont have enough people to run,
so i help lor.
i didnt slp a wink from ytd nite,
didnt ate anything,
and was having throat infection.
but still ran til the end,
until my legs became damm wobbly and cant walk.
so was brought over to st johns.
then collected medals.
then went tampines mall.
they ate yoshi but i cant eat.
cos i was having that damm throat infection.
so from friday nite til now i haven eaten anything.
my gastric is painful like hell now.
but cant eat anything except porridge still. ):
there's no porridge at the hawker at this time.
so no need eat liaos.
LOL~
i think i shall go and slp before the pain worsen.
so bye people :D

i am glad that everything's fine alr.
no matter what,
i'll still love you.

(:

black friday,
friday13.
not much suay things happened la.
only that i kicked the side of my house door today.
my toe super pain la.
lol.
anw, i found my 64mb memory card.
i removed it and put my 1gb memory in.
and forgotten i put in my wallet coin slot.
so i was searching high and low ytd.
finally found it today.. (:
chinese common test today was a flunk la.
if i can pass, the sun will rise from the other side(?)
time passes so slowly without trainings.
its damm boring las ! ):
sports day tmr.
stil thinking whether to go OCH later?
sian sian sian !! )):

touched!

i just saw what mshuang posted on macpherson bball team blog.
and what kaisin posted on her blog.
extremely touched man.
this is the first time, yet last(?) time i felt that team spirit.

Yuanyuan: Captain, knew her since sec one. Through cca(bball). Full of all sorts of stupid ideas. Likes to di siao siao.

Kaisin: Vice-captain. Classmates since secondary one. Screams at the most little things :X Falls down easily. Seems weak sometimes? Abit toot toot :X LOL

Siokyi: Teammates. Knew her since sec one, classmates. Cute, chubby. Esp with that mushroom hairstyle during secondary one :X muahaha. jiayou for ur n's. and jiayou for next yr b'div ! (:

Steph: Teammates. Classmates since sec one too. Super blur. Ultra forgetful. Falls down easily.

B and C girls: Jiayou for tornament next yr alrights? :D No matter what, dont give up. Presevere til the end. Remember, teamwork is the most impt (: LOVES ! xD

TEAM: So fast, so soon, four years passed. Teammates for four years are GREAT las :D Still could remember how "wild" we were during secondary two(?). Even ponned school as a team la. Then served detention as a team too. LOL! That tears of joy we shed. I'll never forget.

ALL: Jiayou for all the matches, examinations. Irregardless of O'lvls, N'lvls, MYE, EOY (:

the team i'll never forget,
loved (:

this is what mshuang wrote;
FoulQueen: Like coach says, put you in, don't need to worry, you won't lose the ball. I know there have been times that you wanted to give up and quit the team, maybe because you felt that you were not improving or contributing. But you stayed with us. You kept trying and you gave your best in every match you played. Your voice was always the loudest - you never complained when you didn't get to play - you were always cheering the team on. Without you, the team would have been too quiet.

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wore specs to school today.
most people say i look si wen and dont look like me..
in my rimless specs..
lessons was okay la.
nothing much today lo?
my sis finally passed me my 1gb memory stick :D
WAHAHA~
now my phone has SONGS (:
bye people !

you yuan ren zhong chen juan shu?
this is so wrong.
i dun understand why,
we just cant/wont be together ):
hais.
perhaps should i give up?

(: ? :( ?

didnt blog ytd cos i didnt touched the com.
ytd had 2.4km run.
i only took 13.41mins to run :DDD
shiok las~
first time in my whole life i ran so fast.
although i was exhausted and my stomach painful like hell,
during the 2nd round.
i still completed the whole run XD
YEAAA~
all the girls in 4D passed 2.4 :D
miracles eh?
anw, thanks sharan for the chocolate energy bar ! (:
so tat was ytd la.

today,
super slpy.
slp in many lessons la.
maths, ss, chinese.
then went for match vs jurong west.
although we lost la.
but nvm alrs :D
anw, its our(sec4s) last match already. ):
we really felt that team spirit today las.
never will i forget my teams las :D
gtg study for dnt test tmr..
byes (:

):

got my medal during assembly.
damm budget la.
fake bronze zzz~
sch was fine las.
didnt do english hw.
end up, went to class outside to do.
alone somemore.
after sch had trainings.
played match vs c'gals and b'gals.
then went 7-11, homed.

sorry sorry sorry.
if i didnt went tonning on friday,
nothing would have happened.
my faults, my wrongs.
that damm guilty feeling sucks.

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my mood aint that good now.
had been feeling super guilty the whole day.
shity feelings la!
went parkway, pak pool, arcade.
then ecp, arcade again.
then home.

all teachers have the same mindset.
which is long weekends and give alot of hw.
wthells la?
i've got,
3sets chinese,
maths paper 1, 2,
english 2articles, 1summary,
chemistry worksheet !
dun think i've got enough time to complete.
so tadas~ DEAD TMR :D

):

tonned again ytd.
peixing lombang me again..
went old airport road.
7-11 then saw QX.
then went old broadrick.
then boonkeng empty blks.
then coffee shop and then home..

feeling damm guilty.
i treated you so badly.
yet you sacrificed so much.
i'm sorry ):

(:

woke up at 3plus.
actually meeting at1plus de..
but my hp no batt, and offed.
i didnt noe, so continued my lovely slp til 3 :D
woke up after crystal bomb my hse,
and asked my sis to wake me up.
bathed then went to meet vic and yide to plaza sing.
watched mr bean's holidays.
quite funny las..
then cab back chuplao.
met ps and co.
then slacked.
until 3plus then homed :D

:D

its 9.18am and i jus got home not long ago.
visited boonkeng empty blks, ecp and prataa.
peixing lombang me.
i sat on the handle and my legs got scratched a few times.
and there was once, he sudden braked,
and i flew out of the bike =/
but he was very nice la.
he lombang me all the way, everywhere :D
gtg slp alreadys :X
BYE ! xD

(:

today's chemistry was super easy.
cos is exactly the same as the ct2 :D
maths was flunked la..
as expected.. ):
gtg meet crystal alr.
mayb blog again at nite (:
bye~

):

duperly tired..
had trgs today.
then went cc, then home.
i only ate nuggets with rice for the whole day.
duper hungry, but dun feel like eating.
my head is spinning like hell.

ahh, nothing goes right la.
i cant deny, i still love you.
but everything wont be the same anymore.
i hate myself ):

):

duper tired now.
my eyes are soreful la.
ytd slp at 4am woke up at 6am.
2hrs only..
cos did geog project til 4am.
end up, my grp didnt present today,
cos not enough time..
zzz~
maths common test today.
i gotta flunk like hell.
got back dnt common test.
51/70 :D
TOP IN CLASS xD
wahahaha~
theres trging tmr.
gotta catch some slp soon..
bbyes !!

(:

i jus finished my geography presentation,
global warming video..
but still need to write out the slides.
omg!
today's match we won las :D
fourty something to twenty something.. (:
okay.. off to chiong my geography again ! XD

):

went to study with yanying and jasper today.
went library, then mac.
saw szeying and she april fool me.
sy: tmr's match cancelled.
me: HUH? how come? april fool la..
sy: really, cos they say no court, nationals using court.
me: huh? sian diao la..
then bye le..
later on she sms me.
BLUFF YOU ONE LA!
stupid !! ZZZZZZZZZZZ~
then left mac at 5plus.
went tnet to find vicwee and yide.
later peishan and jiemin came.
HE* also at tnet.. omg !
then went cafe makan.
then awhile more go my hse downstairs slack.
then go home alreadys..
match vs naval base tmr.
JIAYOU TEAM ! (:

what if i love you once more?
its quite ridiculous.
but i miss you./

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i don't know if i love you, or i don't?
had been thinking for the past few days.
regretted so much for the past.
you treated me so well,
yet i treat you like shit.
i really felt very guilty.
i didn't know how to treasure you.
until i knew how good you are.
time won't go back to the past.
i miss you./
no matter what,
all the best !

(:

jus got home an hr ago.
ard 1plus went tnet.
then went dragonboat.
with vicwee, peishan, jiemin, tingyi, yide, keeli and etc :X
was quite sunny when we reached there.
but after awhile it rained la..
actually rain was better then sun..
cos i wont get tanned :P
so we dragonboated in the rain !
duper fun las :D
after that we cleanup.
and went to take bus back.
we were wet and water was still dripping la
in the bus, damm cold.
then went home.
bathed, went to meet them to makan again.
then went tnet.
slacked and played that photohunt machine (:
then went yide hse.
play his slimming thingy.
then went hawker, then blk57.
sat and chatted til 2am.
saw my pri sch fren, weilun.
but didnt recognise him at first :X
then went home :D